So in today's journaling experiment, I decided to delve into vulnerable and messy territory - my struggles with body image, eating and health. If this is tender territory for you, too... well, read at your own risk... There's no guarantee of safety here. I kind of triggered myself in the process of writing this. 😂
And then I tried the experiment of seeing where I could find the Eros, the hotness, in the whole thing. And I found it in a quite unexpected way!
So what follows is two more pages of this unfurling inner drama - it got a little hot! And then, I decided to take a few nudie pics of myself, since it has been a while since I've done that. So you premium subscribers can enjoy all of that! Thank you for your support. 🩷
And just a note - if you feel that you need to respond to me with reassurance about my appearance/body... most general expressions of appreciation don't really land with me. ("You're so beautiful" and the like)
Here's what does land with me:
- Specific observations or things that you notice about my body or appearance (freckles, a particular shape or curve that you enjoy)
- Ways that YOU feel when you look at me or my images (do you get turned on? do you feel inspired?) The more specific, the better. I always love to hear what impact I am having on you.
